I was supposed to have my rainbow baby October 23rd but for the 3rd time it was taken away from me. It was 5 years to the day that I miscarried my last baby and in 2003 I delivered my daughter Angel Marie born asleep. How much more hurt will I have to go through before I get to have my healthy baby? I work in mental health and addiction watching pregnant girls do dope while pregnant and they're able to carry full term and get pregnant multiple times easily. I just don't frigging understand why we have to deal with so many loses and negative results