What is going on with me 😂

Barbara • Mama to our miracle boy 💙🌈

So this post might be tmi but I was hoping maybe someone would have some insight for me.

My fiancé and I have been ttc for over a year now with one miscarriage in that time. My period is usually pretty spot on although it has come a few days late before. Nothing over 31 days. I’m 19 days late and seeing some faint lines on test and having the normal symptoms of sore breast nausea vomiting back ache ext. I’ve also always kept an eye on my cm and cervix position. I’m sitting high and it’s quite soft with a thick white cm. I haven’t told my fiancé yet that I’m thinking I’m pregnant for fear of this just being false hope. We don’t have a lot of time apart and for me to go see a doctor to find out I would have to tell him and I don’t want to crush him if we have another negative. Does it seem like we might be seeing a positive this time or should I just skip the doctor and wait for af arrival? Thanks for the time to read all this and any input. ☺️