I got a positive at 9dpo. I’ve had three miscarriages between July and December last year.

I’ve been playing it cool, feeling quite numb and detached, not getting excited or even saying ‘I’m pregnant’ ( that’s the first time), because for the last two, that’s what happened.

My brain woke me at 4am with a start and said TEST, because it seems to be obsessing about the lines. The last two they just started getting faint.

So I tested at four am and I think it’s okay, but I burst into big tears because I’m so afraid! I’m so afraid.

DPO 10, 11, 12