Type II diabetes sugar vent

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I’m a little frustrated. So I’ve been trying my hardest to keep my numbers under control. Now I was diagnosed with type II in 2010 and over the years I haven’t had the best control. My numbers would range from 300-400.

Now I’m pregnant and on insulin and I’ve been keeping my numbers around 130-170 which is still high, but compared to how they were before getting pregnant, I’m quite proud of myself.

I just feel like my doctors are stressing me out and scaring me even more about not having numbers consistently at 120....like I’m going to lose my baby or something and it’s stresses me out and really makes me not even want to eat anything....

Idk it’s stuff like this that just makes me say what’s the point.

Have any of you moms been in my position and still have a healthy pregnancy?