Dear friends,

I got married about 6 months ago, and I live with my husband we have sex in the nights. But lately when we are having sex in the living room he tries to watch porn on the tv while we are at it. I’ve gained like 10 pounds since we got married all on my belly. So now I’ve a high belly! A few times while we were at it he started watching these busty girls on tv- maybe porn Chanel? Anyways, I didn’t call him out on it. I watched porn maybe twice with him after we got married but it didn’t do me any good. I didn’t get excited from it.

Could I be losing my husband? Or he is lost interest in me?

Do I call him out on this?

Also, I went through one of the tablets at home today in the history to find a website that I was studying from and I saw that he was watching porn this morning, more so of anal porn!

He has mentioned to me before that he wants to try Anal. I’m scared of it. Also lately when I go to poop it hurts my bum right before the poop comes... I tried lookin, and it looked like a tiny tear?

Should I see a doctor?

Also. I’m worried- how can I make him have sex with me without having to watch porn at the time.