I am 10 days post partum and I have to say I am emotionally struggling. I can't figure out what exactly it is, but I am feeling sad most of the time. I can't decide if it is because I miss my belly, or if I miss my baby girl being inside of me. Maybe its because there are no more appointments... Is it because I don't have her inside of me anymore? Maybe its because my husband says he is done and he doesn't want anymore where I still want 1 more.. I just dont know. I love my beautiful Emberlee Rose so very much and I am soo glad she is here, but I can't help but feel like I want to go back in time and do it all over again.

2 days before she was born

Sweet baby girl at 10 days old ❤