Well, a Christmas baby would be good too.

I can't believe there's only one more shot at my 2019 baby. Aunt Flo showed up and is now shacking up for a week. She's kind of rude btw.

Does it ever get easier girls? Nope. I see all the BFP and I'm happy for you, I really am... but I'm ready for mine. I've dreamt of all kinds of announcements that I could do if only "this is MY month" . Everything from "not a food baby" thanksgiving announcement, to an "extra gift from santa", or even an "Extra special Easter Egg ". This month was going to be my new "lucky charm" but now it looks like that one isn't happening either.

So if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go eat some ice cream, drink a glass of wine, and cry as I think about what I'm possibly doing wrong. Because this honestly sucks and I'm tired of it. Whose with me?