Feel bad

So yesterday was a guy I have a crush on birthday, I sent a birthday message earlier, before yesterday there been a certain vibe between us, I spoke to him about it and he apologized and told me he was going through something stuff and he needed a bit of space. So I have be trying not to push too much and make myself to available.

We live in the same town. He just sent a message that I didn’t make an effort to see him yesterday, and if was the other way around he wouldn’t have done it. I honestly feel terrible about it because I actually had plans but.... ( I know it’s really not an excuse) and he said I shouldn’t try making it up to him and that he’s not suspect but I know he is, and I feel worse too.

What should I do???? Please I need good replies

Thank you