Growing up without having a father figure to look up to is hard. But living with your father while realizing he doesn’t give a shit about you, it’s really fucking hard. I grew up as a kid getting screamed at everyday by my father. And when i turned 16 in November I gave up. I haven’t seen you in 2 months and let me tell you. I’m so happy. In fact this is the happiest i’ve ever been. You don’t deserve me in your life. I was the parent, I did your laundry, I put your kid to bed, I bought the groceries, I did everything. So next time you try to make me feel guilty for leaving, why don’t you ask yourself where you were for the past 7 years. Ask yourself what you were doing when I was 9 years old cleaning up after your mess. Just think about that for a second, then go ahead and try to make me feel like shit.