I am thinking about getting a ring with what would have been my angel babies birthstones..two babies who were made in love, who I will always love and never forget. I was 19 when I lost my first with a man who was the love of my life, who will always have a part of me that nobody else ever will. I pushed him away after that, because I fell into a depression and wouldn’t let him in...we separated and ended up losing contact and are now both with other people. I am with my husband now, I am 24 and recently lost another baby...which has only made me think more about my past, and how this happened before. I never thought having a baby would be so hard 💔 ...I just needed to get this off my chest.