okay...

im 16 going on 17, and i hit puberty when i was around 11. over the period of time since then, i have been able to smell my vagina. i really hate wearing pants that aren’t leggings, but i can literally smell myself and it makes me so self conscious that others can too.

i shower every day in the evening and get up in there with a rag and hot water, very very very light on the soap if any because i don’t want to throw off my pH balance. i sleep without underwear on and in the morning she’s clean and fresh, but throughout the day i can start to smell myself and i HATEEE it.

i don’t know if that’s normal to be able to smell it, or if it’s not. or maybe it’s normal but mine is a little too much? maybe im just overly aware? i don’t know what to do and how to help it. ahhh help me

ALSO i am not where near to being in a relationship and i don’t want one right now, but this also affects how i would feel about a guy going down on me ya know!!!!! like it makes me so nervous that it’s not normal and then id do things with a guy and be talked about because i smell, ya feel?