Am I weird?... :(

My husband totally just made me feel like a weirdo...

I was just like playing with his balls casually as usual haha and I was just like it’s so interesting how the male reproductive system works I wonder what it would be like to dissect a testicle. Like honestly it just trips me out that they’re just in a sac free floating besides the tubes and veins connects to the penis of course but the anatomy was just interesting you know?

Then he was like what the fuck you’re crazy for wanting to see that and shit like you’re curious about someone’s insides that’s serial killer shit, and told me to go away and I was crazy. like what the hell

Now he’s saying he was just joking but my feelings are hurt honestly and I feel so uncomfortable I was just saying how interesting I think it is and what it’s like not that I want to fucking cut him open or some weird shit.

Is it weird of me to wonder these things, am I actually crazy.......