Hello Everyone,

A little back story:

Maybe some of you may recognize my post about having secondary infertility. I had my first baby at 17, a year or so later we tried conceiving #2 & it became merely impossible. Time went by years to be exact & still no second baby. I started seeing a specialist after year 7 of trying & had no luck. 9 years later, i had lost ALL hope, my dreams of having another baby were gone, i had done 2 cycles of clomid, double the mgs the second time & still no baby. The third time my dr ended up switching to femara & i didn’t wanna take it, i had seriously given up. Sadly, My cycle came & my sister encouraged me to take it, it was a redundant no. I didn’t wanna gain hope once more than have it shattered with a heartbreaking negative. She told me to just give it ONE last shot so i did. My heart just wasn’t ready to be broken again. Long story short, i got pregnant that round. Never in my mind did i think i was or would get pregnant & God blessed me when i didn’t believe 😪🥺 but words cant describe nor do they mount to how grateful i am. Oct 2018, we welcomed our second babygirl to the world, our girls are 10 years apart! Now we are 4 months postpartum & im stuck in the dilema of ttc our 3rd. We don’t want them so far apart, we don’t wanna wait years for our next. But idk if this will happen again, but what if it don’t. I haven’t got on any BC, & i barely ended up first period since giving birth. Any advice?