I believe that I might have Hypersexaul disorder which might explain a lot of things from my childhood. I scared to really go see a doctor about it, but I’m currently 18w+4 days pregnant and I know after the baby is born it’s going to be really hard for me to control it. Even right now I’m having trouble, but I’m more worried after the baby is born because I can get out of control with my sex life and relationships to the point of getting in an abusive relationship. Which I’ve done before, but right now I’ve been able to tame it because I’m worried about having sex and with what people would think see that I’m pregnant and that guys would keep leaving my place. Plus the risk of STI or old term STDs.

I also don’t want to get pregnant again right after my son is born because it’ll be even more difficult. Plus I wanna be able to find a stable relationship with out the first thought coming to my head is I wanna have sex.