I feel so defeated and I don't know what to do.

I am 13 weeks 3 days. For the past week my nausea has gotten soooo much worse. I was so hoping itd get better but nope! Way worse than before. I struggle to even leave the house now. On top of that my anxiety has also been full force. Ive had such a handle on everything and now its just completely out of my hands it feels like. I just want to feel normal again. My other two pregnancies were never like this. Truly just makes me want to never do this again. Im at such a loss. 😭