Just writing my thoughts..

My husband hasn’t called me beautiful in over a year, he is always mad at me. I try to make it work because I love him more than anything. Today a man asked me out of a date from work, I was so flattered I felt amazing! He told me he’s been trying to ask me out for over a month but didn’t know how to (he’s new and hasn’t talked to me to get to know me) it felt so good to have some attention from someone. All I could think about was why can’t my husband want me? I’ve tried for over a year with no success and it hurts. Maybe it’s time for a divorce I don’t want to accept it but I have to. Thanks for listening..