I am a girl and I have a crush on this girl who is my friend. She likes me back and we both think the other person is hot and we just both like each other a lot. We’ve talked about kissing and she gave me consent to kiss her whenever. I’m just nervous to but I want to kiss her so badly. Also, she asked to hold hands last night and I literally said no. How dumb can I be??? I was just nervous about being awkward. So please let me know how to kiss her without making it awkward and how to hold her hand without making things awkward.