I just broke my husband 😔😔😔

So last night my depression got the best of me and I broke down in front of my husband. He kept asking me what’s wrong and I didn’t answer him and he kept asking and asking with a little bit of hurt behind his voice. I said it’s hard to talk about and he asked me to talk to him and I just couldn’t. It’s so hard to talk about depression especially to someone who doesn’t have it as bad as I do. We laid down and I kept crying and crying, like ugly crying, and I told him my depression is so severe and I need help and he went to tell me is it self doubt and I said yes. I’m not good enough and never will be and he assured me I was and I lost it. He told me “don’t do anything st-“ and before he could finish, I blurted out “I’ve already tried” and he stopped and said “what? What ? What did you just say?” And I just cried and cried. I couldn’t breathe because I was crying. And that’s when he broke. I broke my husband. I crushed him. I never wanted to hurt him but I feel like I broke him. My depression is so severe again and I can’t overcome it like I did before.... my husband is the greatest support i will ever have and I broke him last night.