So yesterday me and my husband went to the store to buy some clothes and I walked in thinking he was going to buy for him but he said he wanted to get me clothes...I don't go usually go shopping because I'm not working and I respect that even though he says its our money...its really his money...so we went and I got a bunch of stuff and he picked out things that he thought would look good on me and I went to go try on the clothes...well... I struggle with depression and self esteem and when I looked in the mirror I hated what I saw and how my body looked and with each different outfit my head kept getting worse until I couldn't even look at my body anymore...I walked out and put all the clothes back and he got mad at me... and he asked why i didnt get clothes and i told him because i looked in the mirror and all i saw was ugly... and he got really angry like he wouldn't talk to me...I explained to him today that i appreciated that he took me to get clothes but it's just hard for me because I hate looking in the mirror...and he told me that i should just go alone then next time ...I feel really bad...i know i hurt his feelings...I just wish he could understand that its not because im trying to make him angry...Its my stupid head thats all messed up