I hate to admit but I get jealous of the other women who can just get pregnant on a dime. Some women don't know what it's like to struggle with infertility. It took so long with our first one we almost gave up hope. Now we have been trying for almost 7 months for our second and we have had no luck. Negative after negative. Tear after tear. This is what it's like to have infertility: look around and everyone is posting positive pregnancy test. Everyone is posting the announcement. Everyone has a bump. We congratulate you, we are truly happy for you. But. Still, that pain of want sits in the bottom of our empty womb. Every month we prepare that womb like a nursery, get it all ready for that baby and when that time comes and we take that test...negative...that nursery gets torn down and we start all over again and again and again. They always tell you "better luck next time" but we ask "when and how soon will 'next time' be?"