I'm 29, I've always wanted to get married, and raise a family. I don't think it's every going to happen. I don't have a partner, I'm too mentally and emotionally unstable to raise children, I can barely function as an adult, I have severe anxiety and panic attacks, my fallopian tubes are probably blocked from having past pelvic infections, I only weigh 90lbs and more....

All I do is mess everything up and make my life worse. I just want all this constant pain to end.

To make matters worse, a man has been stalking, threatening and harassing me for years. I'm so terrified. I can never get a break. And yes I reported him.

I don't want to die because death is scary. I just wish I could sleep and never wake up. I'm trying to get to a therapist. I'm just hoping I don't have another meltdown until then.