To all my Mamas our there TTC to conceive... *long post alert*

A few things happened tonight .. spur of the moment I had a Chiropractic appointment today, to really discuss a pain I had been having in my chest for years. To give you a little bit of my background I cheered, danced and did gymnastics for about 13 years.

Any who, we got on the topic about my husband and I trying to conceive. I expressed while I do not believe we are infertile, I do have concerns because we’re young (26) we don’t prevent and I haven’t been in BC in about 5 years.

He did a scan and an adjustment and stated that I had trauma to my lower back that is sends nerve signals to my reproductive organs and that could be an issue. Some good news there, he also went on to say we were the 97th couple that had come in that he challenges getting pregnant, and of those 97, he has assisted 92 with getting pregnant! I’ll take it ! 🙋🏽‍♀️ lol

I say that to say that with trying to conceive, I have struggled a lot !! I’ve cried, I’ve been angry with my body, I’ve been impatiently waiting.

But with talking to my husband tonight,, I was reminded of two verses:

2 Corinthians 12:9 New International Version (NIV)

9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.

And one of my favorites

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord.

God is still good and God is still faithful! I have been so weak on this journey!! In such frustration and agony and when will it finally be my turn !! But my Heavenly Father tells me to cast my worries and my dear into him and to actually boast in my weakness.

I realized as much as I thought I was depending on God, I was actually depending on me and that’s why I was failing.

I’m everything in my life I am desperate !!! For God and I need to be just a desperate for him in this battle.

My babies are there, I know they will come I just have to keep my eyes and heart fixed on the Holy One.

To all you strong beautiful ladies out there, I’ve recently realized it’s okay to be weak and it’s okay if you’re not strong all the time, you were never designed to be.

So when you see another announcement or another addition to someone else’s family. Thank God for that new life and bless them.

Then ask him to help you in your moment of weakness. He will listen and he loves you !

God Bless you all and may your babies come to you in HIS perfect timing !