Dont get me wrong, I love my baby more then life itself.. and everyday I could cry thinking about how much love I have for one person. But its almost been 3 months since birth and I'm still leaking lochia. I have worn a pad every day for 3 effing months.

I wake up in the middle of the night for feedings and I'm drenched from the night sweats.

I recently started the pill again after not being on it for 10 years. Oh I'm allergic to it so I've been itching my skin off for the last 5 days waiting for it to leave my system.

My thumb is killing me from picking up my child.. carpol tunnel?

And my emotions are all over the place.

I now have high blood pressure after birth and I've never ever had that problem.

Our bodies go through so much for such an amazing experience... but when do we go back to normal?!