Pure OCD and entering the TWW (again!)

isabel • MC 22.01.2019 🌠 BFP 07.05.2019 | EDD 15.01.2020 🌈❤️

Long story short, I had a miscarriage in Jan 22nd after two weeks of endless stress and obsessive testing, researching, analysing, comparing, and absolutely anything else you can think of related to the fear of having a miscarriage. I am now in my TWW after trying again for the first time, and I just don't know how I'm going to cope this time. I don't want to test until at least AF is late, because I'll just get myself into an absolute knot otherwise...but it's going to be some job holding off. Especially as I have multiple tests there I can use! And I'm only 3 DPO now.

Has anyone else had issues with OCD and obsessions developing over having a miscarriage...and with compulsions centered around hours and hours of Internet research to try and relieve the stress by comparing your story to others who have had successful pregnancies?