Love gain

Miriam

I had a bad break up about two years ago which lead me to gain weight because of my emotional eating. At 190 pounds I decided to workout and lost 45 pounds. I was so happy with myself... then i found my boyfriend... in 9 months i have gained 30 Pounds back... I have stopped working out and eating right and now I feel so uncomfortable and unattractive to my boyfriend I have no clue what to do or how to start getting back into shape when I have a boyfriend who sits on the couch and only weighs 140 pounds and eats anything he wants whenever he wants and not gains a gram... what do I do!!!!