I need help!!

Beth • Mama to 3 my step son and daughters are my life❤️ married to my soulmate 1/11/2020❤️ proud auntie to 10 babies❤️🥰

So I’m trying to decide if I stay blonde or go back to my natural color or go back red😩

Update so I went natural and I’m feeling myself again and feeling so much better photo is the last one

Blonde

Natural color

Red but when it was longer

Someone please help