I miss the guy I was dating for 4 months. I fell extremely hard for him. I guess you could say I loved him. We stopped talking after an argument and after he left me in Atlanta with a mild concussion that he caused, while I was in the hospital I found out he was trying to talk to my friend behind my back.

I’m miss him because we spent everyday together. I’m obviously still hurt. I’m trying to date again I even tried that old say “to get over someone you have to get under someone” it didn’t really help. He did so much for me, he drove me around bought food for me. He was there for me when I was hurt. I thought I was making process but days like this I often wonder will I truly find someone better cause at times it doesn’t seem like it. The guys I talk too, I have no real chemistry with I can’t be myself like I was even I was with him. Why is life so fucking hard. 💔