Ok here’s my post

In the past my relationships haven’t been the best. To be honest I realized I dated losers who didn’t deserve my time. I felt devastated because I thought I was too ugly or too fat to even be with anyone. I would search on dating sites to meet guys. When I was taking a break from school and working a new I knew that it was time to give up the dating sites. I met my bf at work. He was a cook and I was a cashier. It just naturally happened which I was really shocked.

At the end of 2017 I decided to make a declaration that I will meet a guy in 2018. I just said and left it alone. The beginning of January that’s when things headed south for school and work. So thankfully I got another job to be able to make my car payment. Not knowing that I was going to meet my bf at this new job. I don’t really get into the whole New Years resolution but I did one time.

My bf and I had celebrated our one year anniversary in feb. I knew I loved him when he left the state to go train for a job. Literally never felt that for anyone not even family. My mom went on trips to Illinois for conferences so I never cried about her leaving (which may seem bad but that’s how I was as a little girl) or when I left for camp. So how I knew I loved him is very hard to explain.

We argue but it’s about stupid things. He’s bad at spelling so he calls me the dictionary (which is funny). Our last argument was about if you could see the mountains from northern Cali. I said there’s mountains in southern Cali and that it was impossible to see mountains in northern Cali from southern cali. He insisted that he was right. It took his dad to tell him that there are mountains in southern cali. We laugh at our arguments because it’s about the most random things ever.

We aren’t perfect and that’s okay. As long as we love each other and happy that’s all that matters. There’s no such thing as a perfect relationship. He makes me laugh and I make him laugh. We are so competitive when we play black ops three (of course he taught me how to aim and shoot).

He caught me singing quietly and now wants me to do it louder 😂🙈🙈 what have I gotten myself into lmao

I look forward to the many years we will share together. Laughing , loving, dreaming and having fun.