I've wanted a divorce for over 2 years now. You know crystal clear how I feel, but you keep pretending I'm not serious. We have 2 kids together & I've been stuck as a stay at home Mom from the start. You use my vehicle for work which I know you need to, but you won't get your own vehicle so I can have mine back. You want to keep me stuck so I can't go work, save & get out on my own. I've tried working from home with these MLM businesses, but I always fail because I don't have that large social media platform & suck with computers. I also suck at sales. I make no income & every day just blends all the same. There's a job that seems promising, but I need my car for. I can only pray I find a job that pays enough for rent, my car, daycare etc with the price of rent so high & pay not keeping up. I know you'll help split daycare cost atleast. I just want joint custody & to co-parent in peace. To afford to live in my own place & raise our kids. It's so damn hard just to do that nowadays. Or get stuck living in a bad area. Recently you've become very aggressive trying to get in my pants which you know I don't want. It's getting worse. I have to keep fighting you off me, but you play it like a joke like I'm not serious & just playing hard to get or that I will just give in & you tickle me to get me to laugh even though I keep saying stop. You try to rip my clothes & underwear off & I'm wrestling your hands & pulling them back up. You keep trying till I yell stop. I'm afraid one day you won't stop. I almost just want to go along with it if that happens cause I don't know if I want to find out. I can't say anything to anyone because I don't want to lose my kids. How the heck would I care for them by myself?! I could just leave, but I would be leaving my kids & that's not an option..I could never leave my babies. I have no family & nowhere to go. No income. I feel like I have no options other than to deal with you till I get my settlement & can get out then. Thank God for that. I think I was meant to get injured by the dentist as a way out. I sound so pathetic right? Please case hurry up so I can be free! I should get enough to start over. It's bad enough I have to live with you, but now this sexual aggression feels like assault & I don't know what to do. You think you can because you're my husband & it's my "duty" as your wife.