Feel so sad! 😞

Ci

This is my 3rd pregnancy and I knew I was going to have GD again cause I had it with my 2nd. But it has never been this high before. It’s so high they said the 3 hour test isn’t recommended. I have to monitor my levels and go see a nutritionist. My hemoglobin was 10.5 but glucose level was 221. I haven’t gained anything this whole pregnancy only lost a total of 25 pounds. My son will be small again just like my 2nd pregnancy and they are inducing me at 36 weeks. I feel like I failed myself.