Sos I should be completely honest but idk if I can 😭😳😭

So I have been see this guy for a couple of months now and the other day I gave him a blow job for the first time. And I know it’s leading to more. But the thing is I’m a technical virgin. Meaning I have done everything but actual intercourse before him. And I’m nervous to tell this guy cuz he’s 8 years older than me and has a kid so it’s intimidating to even think about telling him because clearly we are on 2 different levels. I know I should tell him but I really don’t think I can gain the balls.

Sos what do I do