Posting on anon because I’m quite embarrassed about talking about this.

So I have a kink for being forced to have sex, forced into different positions etc. I love the idea of my boyfriend telling me I have to do as he says, being super rough with me and hitting and hurting me. I know most of this sounds quite normal as a lot of women like these things, but another thing I’m into is pretending I don’t want sex and kind of ‘fighting off’ my boyfriend while he forced himself into me and holds me down. Is anybody else into these things?