Chemical pregnancy @ 4 weeks

So I have been fine most of this week at our work conference so far, but I am literally hiding between our booth curtain and the wall to be alone. There are pregnant women and babies everywhere and I tried to escape with Facebook but I almost cried out of jealousy over pictures of my cousin and her newborn baby boy... Why is this so hard?! I feel like I only knew I was pregnant for two days it shouldn't be this hard. I just want to be back at home with my husband and fur babies and nieces and nephews! 😰