I thought i was okay but today has been the worst day I’ve had since right after the miscarriage. Everything makes me want to cry. I have moments where i want to pack my things and leave my fiancé because i feel broken. I haven’t even gotten out of bed to do anything today. It’s not like me to feel so down. I usually try to smile through the pain because God has to have a plan for my pain. This pain is one that’s hard to wrap my head around though. I know when i reach heaven i will get all my answers as to why but until then i will have to pretend I’m okay.