I wish I took my own advice. I consistently discourage myself, second guess everything and stop myself from growing. I'm not sure what to call it but lately I been in a bubble, unaware of life outside of me, my relationship and my money... I missed my sister's birthday, i missed a very important deadline, and I'm stressed about not being able to conceive after almost... 2 years now.

I feel stuck... trapped in a hamster wheel that only gets faster as life blows up in my face.

I just want to make my mark on the world and I'm failing... horribly, what can I do?