I am a young mom just turned 23 and I already have 1 set of Irish twins my oldest turned 3 last month and my youngest turns two next month..my kid's father and long time boyfriend is only 21.we've been living together and I keep giving my self false hope that we can work it out. he is a great father to his kids and he supports me financially whenever I need it. However while we where split up he got another girl pregnant (due in May) it's been shattering me ever since. I've been dealing with it just fine all these months but I'm finally this close to leaving and getting out on my own...problem is I'm an idiot and I just found out that I am also pregnant 😔 (4 weeks) I really don't need the extra stress right now and ik at 21 he definitely can't handle 4..I just hate that it took this to make me realize how stupid and nieve I've been. I'm considering abortion cuz this is really not a good time but I just feel Soo guilty getting rid of it because I lost one before I'm am Soo depressed 😭 any advice