Never going to have kids

Ma

I’m starting to have to actually think about the possibility that we might not be able to have biological kids. I’m so worried about it. To be honest at this point in my life, adoption makes me sad because it means we won’t have our own.

Everyone says I can’t think this way and thinking positive will help us conceive.

I’m just getting sadder by the month.

Just wanted to type it out loud.