Help!

Camille

So im super clean down there, always shaved, no smells, nothing. My HUSBAND just let it slip that he thinks going down on a girl is gross. I’m heartbroken as this is my favorite part of sex with past lovers. I had a feeling because when we have sex he jumps straight into the intercourse part with little to no foreplay. Unless I volunteer to go down on him. Help!! What do I do! Oral is the only thing that makes me orgasm and now he’s taking it away from me!