I feel like I’m getting more and more sad now that I’m getting closer to what should have been my due date for Liam. 3/26/19 was his EDD but he was born sleeping on 11/22/2019 . Don’t get me wrong I am so thankful and happy that I am expecting my rainbow on 11/9/2019 but I can’t help but cry about the fact that Liam should be here with us. I know I bad been saying forever that I was gonna create a YouTube channel and share my journey so I finally got my big girl pants on today stopped being a p*ssy and made the video and uploaded. For anyone that wants to watch my YouTube name is MommyMayo but I’m warning you now I’m so nervous the camera is shaking and I am stuttering. Lol I just want all you ladies out there to know I feel your pain and I know what you must be feeling ! Feel free to message me if you ever need to talk.