So I'm gonna spare you all, but we finally fell pregnant this time last year and my baby girl is 4 months old as of yesterday, and well...

I think I'm pregnant again..

My period should've been here by now I think,

And don't take this and twist it . I would love that baby the same way I love my daughter , nothing would make me feel any different. If I'm not, I'm going on birth control. If I am, I'm expecting baby number 2! I just honestly don't think we're ready for a second one, especially so soon.

I can't tell anyone expect my fiance and the girl that was pregnant at the same time as me.

But anyway...

I'm kind scared. My hubby is gonna buy some tests whenever he gets off work, but that could be anytime tonight. So I'll be going crazy until then.

Please note I have been to the doctor about ppd , <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> though I prayed for my daughter for a year. I'm not scared to be pregnant again, I'm scared because I'm still dealing with ppd. I basically take care of.my daughter alone because her father is always working.