I’m an 18 year old mother to a soon to be 2 year old...

I don’t have my license and I paid for driving school. I did the first session a couple of days ago but I had to cancel both sessions I had today and tomorrow... I had got into an argument with my father, I was upset that he told me that “you think we have to do everything for you” when i really don’t have no other option to. He said he was tired of me, and now I absolutely don’t have anybody to rely on. I have no way to take my baby to be taken care of when I’m doing the driving classes. I just honestly don’t know what to do.... I literally just hate my life and everything I have to go through. I try to do everything the right way, but I still get fucked over 😢💔 I just rather be dead.... to be honest.