Pcos postpartum body

So I’ve seen a lot of ladies posting about the weight loss before pregnancy because of pcos but what about after?

I lost 140 lbs before pregnancy! Had my dream body.

Then I got pregnant and my ob said he expected me not to gain by the chart he expected me to gain over or ahead of schedule. (I did both)

Well I started off at 208

I went up to 257

Then after a torn abdominal muscle at 28 weeks I’ve started losing weight at my last appointment I was 31 weeks 6 days I was 249.

my 32 week pic^

My last scan said she is weighing 4lbs 5oz give or take 10oz

Measuring 9 days ahead I’ll add in a pic now of the measurements

They said she could be early cuz her measurements changed the due date

Or she could just be a big baby but I don’t have the biggest of bumps I feel.

I don’t have gestational diabetes they have said I have had a really healthy pregnancy and baby.

But just wondering I’ve never heard of a pcos momma talk about her postpartum body and I don’t expect to have the same body again But I fear so bad my Body dysmorphia. I struggled with it hard while losing the weight and I didn’t realize I had my dream body till now when I feel like

As that tells I’m still struggling with it.

I feel huge and I’m constantly told I’m not and I know a lot of women struggle with this during pregnancy but I was hoping to see a little inside to what to expect after