Giving birth alone

Hey girls. So, I’m 31 weeks with baby girl. My son is 12 and they do not have the same daddies. For this pregnancy I’m 100% alone. For everything.

There will be no one with me when I give birth. I have no friends or family. It’s starting to dawn on me. I have severe generalized anxiety. I’ve been trying to get my shit together before baby comes and today i had to sell my only tv because I needed the money for baby stuff.

I just... I’m in my feelings right now as baby girl is kicking away and my son is gaming.

Anyone else?