This month was the month I was supposed to give birth to you.

You were supposed to be mommy and daddy healthy loving handsome baby boy. Your sisters were to love you and hold you and protect you as you would them when you guys grow. But instead God and Grandpa needed you more. They needed you to be up there laughing and be happy with them, Watching down on us. Grandpa needed a baby to hold up there. Mommy misses you every day my baby boy. I wish I could've carried you longer. 14 weeks was not enough. I miss you my baby momma will see you again one day. Mommy thinks about you constantly my sweet boy. Til we meet again.

10.12.18👼👼😭