Ending long term relationships... regrets?

Those of y’all out in the Glow world who’ve ended a long term relationship... I’m talking about walking away from someone you absolutely loved.

How did you feel after?

Did you regret it?

How did you feel if someone else ended it for you?

Did y’all have children? If so, did they remain a big part of the kids lives?

What were the reasons?

I know I absolutely love my partner with all of my heart but can’t help but feel like he creates difficult situations and puts all blame at my feet in an attempt to push me away. Like he is hoping I will get tired of his shit and leave him. It always blindsides me, I feel like everything is fine and he comes up with “things have been weird between us” or “we haven’t been intimate in a while” even tho we were days before. He said I suck at intimacy and I’m left confused. I feel like I can’t do anything right anymore. Like he is better off without me. We have a son together and another child on the way. Is this cycle of good and then him pushing me away what I want the next couple of years to be.. it hurts but I’m sick of feeling like I’m not good enough.