Just need to vent sorry

Its been a hell of a night, my husband and I got divorced bout a month ago we were together for 6 years and for the weirdest reason i was kinda missing him yesterday I do not love him and I certainly do not wanna go back but idk i had this feeling of missing him, i know it was 6 years so im getting used to the fact that am all alone now but the craziest is that i have been trying to call everyone on my phone cuz i need someone to talk and no one im talking no one not even my sister no even my fwb no one omg im going crazy in here anyway sorry i had to somewhere say something