Due to not having any friends, I have no where else to turn so I came to this app.

Sometimes I think I exaggerated too much, but I want to be loved and told that I’m worth something; imagining things in my head even If things in reality aren’t the way they should be, is my way of coping.

Today, my boyfriend and I got in a fight all because I posted something about MY mother and his mother was jealous.

Not only does he tell me that my family is worth nothing, he tells me I’m not worth anything. Tells me I’m a fat ass, to get off my ass (I’m 145, 14 weeks pregnant and work, he doesn’t) and he hopes I kill myself..

This is not how I imagined my life to be, I have no idea what to do.

As crazy as it sounds, I love him and I’m afraid to leave; we’ve been together almost 4 years.

At the same time, I’m already severely depressed to the point where I do think of suicide and I feel so guilty, I’m carrying a beautiful miracle.

I know I should leave, he’s also ruined my career; I went from 12 hour shifts everyday to 3 hour shifts 3 days a week.

I just want to give up in general, I don’t know what to do anymore.