its march and im stressed about Santa

Ma

I'm sure this has been discussed multiple times but I'm in a rut. my son is literally only 2 weeks old and I'm already stressed thinking about if I want to tell him santa is real or not when he gets older. I don't want to lie to my son and then have him be super disappointed when he finds out he's not real, but on the other hand I don't want him to miss out on believing and everything. ugh. why is Santa even a thing it's so stupid.