Almost done with this miscarriage

Mallory
Dr called and my hcg levels have dropped from 33,000 to 105. So almost back at a negative level. I go to my 2 week post op next Friday. Dr still says I need to wait three normal cycles but I want to start trying again so bad!! But after a blighted ovum in May and now this loss I know it's the best option. Did not think I would be this sad hearing my numbers are almost down to normal. But I can't seem to hold back the tears.