I’m so devastated..

The past five days for me have been nothing but laying on the couch with my sick 11 month old. Yesterday morning we landed ourselves in a children’s hospital where we still currently are. Again, I’ve done nothing but sit in a chair and hold him. Of course with sitting all the time comes terrible cramps and pains but that’s all I thought of it—from sitting. I just went pee and I had light pink spotting.. but it just surprised me, not upset me.. I’m only 7 weeks and from the positive test I’ve felt like something wasn’t right. Either a miscarriage or whatever else. I’ve been so unattached to this pregnancy because I have a gut feeling I won’t get to meet this baby. It’s not upsetting me, but it’s hard that I could possibly be losing a pregnancy while I’m in the hospital with my son fighting bronchiolitis..